Hi Laine Sorry you’re feeling so yucky, but I’m really glad you’re here. You’re going to physically feel better soon, and it’s great that you have a therapist to help with the mental and emotional aspects. This is a great community with some wonderful people, so read as much as you can. That helped me tremendously in the beginning. There’s a Daily Check-in thread and a Gratitude thread… both are good places to start. We also have an Autism Support Group here if you’d like to check that out.