Welcome! You are not alone.
You’re doing the right thing. I know it’s hard and you may be scared. That’s normal. Just stay focused and remember the reason you started - you need to be present and healthy, in your life.
There are resources and support groups to help you. This thread is useful:
Never give up. One day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time, sometimes 5 minutes at a time. Reach out for help as often as you need. One neat trick is online meetings - since they happen all over the world there is usually one starting right when you need some company:
Online meeting resources
And obviously we here in TS are always up for a chat.
Take care & remember: you’re a good person who deserves a safe, sober life where you can be your full self.