This makes a lot of sence to me
I do celebrate here but i noticed people get very involved on facebook. Ive even been skolded by 2 other people in addiction. It upset me, and ofcourse, i posted more out of retaliation. Then, everyone saw the crazy addicted kid celebrate 2 months sober by forcfully invcluding everyone, and, not everyone had the full story
I recently deleted my account i use on facebook and relised i never helped a single person on facebook and i actually caused significant stress on myself and others only.
Deleting it coincidentally worked out perfect
I wrote
-my life in addiction
-What hurt me the most in addiction
-Who hurt me the most in addiction, (using nicknames)
-Who i felt i needed to tell my recovery story to
-Some goodbyes to very very old friends from i knew sence i started school
-reached out to old addicted friends i cut off and told them they are fking up
-lots and lots of music
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It was basicly a complete meltdown from cutting off a bunch of demonds i held, which took months. And the meltdown was the cherry that said, all done. And facebook was a accidental casulty, yet i believe, my life is better without it
I have old facebook account i havnt used in years and years
But
I wont get in even if i wanted to
My meldown facebook was deactivated and deleted after about 2 days. Its all erased for tge better
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.i cut lose demonds
Told my dad my reasons why and the whole family there own reasons why. Until i felt right with them and god in my sole and spirit.
..i told old friends why i was mean and my truth
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.this all took months, including a meltdown on facebook - coincidentally really really working out like a crazy mic drop on facebook-
I will never ever activate that account again