So I’m on day 76 and the feeling of hope has been difficult as I’ve been on this journey. Some days were good, and I felt like I was really getting this sobriety thing down. But then there were other days that were terrible. I felt like I was at day 1 all over again.
However, this week I’ve felt a noticeable change and I think it’s due to my new job I started this week. I’m really enjoying this job, I’m enjoying feeling productive and giving back to my family. I haven’t felt this way in such a long time. This job is making me feel really good. And finally in this journey, I feel hopeful. Like I really, really want to do good for once and keep this up.
This job is motivating me to stick to the straight and narrow. I want to keep achieving even more. I just haven’t felt this way at all since I started this journey, and this new job is allowing me to see what could be. It’s very motivating to stay strong in my sobriety and gainful employment I think has made me even that much more committed.
