You can stop drinking now. Everything is going to be alright. This is what I heard in my head the day I stopped and it has been true ever since. I believe it’s true for you too!
Here’s a link to a terrific thread full of ways to get and stay sober. Blessings on your house
as you begin your journey.
Don’t drink just until you get to bed tonight, that’s all you have to deal with today.