That’s great you have this wish. I don’t think I had the concept of feeling anything w/o alc until a bit longer in sobriety but when it hits you that you can, that’s the first big step I think.
The truth is: you gotta work for it. It will definitely happen, but not in two days and not by just not drinking. That’s just not enough to turn your life around, create happiness or even keep you sober long term.
Here are things other ppl did to help them gain traction and stay quit: Resources for our recovery
Here is what they learned in the process about what it takes: Your #1 tip for sobriety (over 2 years sober)
Best of luck! You can do this. But you gotta put as much effort into it than you did into your drinking, as they say.