I think we should do some specific accountability questions. I also struggle at 90 to 120 days. Log any unsound behavior/ thoughts. What recovery techniques were doing. Gotta be transparent if we want to keep our sobriety.
I struggle both with porn and booze and Iv noticed the longer I don’t drink the less I want to look at porn it’s strange but yes I will give this a shot
Checking in here for day 3. As I lay in bed im getting semi strong urges. I just want to nap and be better. My girlfriend said she doesn’t mind if I use out videos to masturbait. However I want to go much longer before I do that.
Checking in day 5, im still a complete mess and my anxiety is crazy. Back on my medicine but my anxiety is so much I’ve thought about breaking up with my girlfriend.
Sorry to hear that bro. It’s a day to day battle. I also struggle with anxiety. Therapy in a nutshell on spotify has really helped me. You might want to check it out and try to apply the principles and see if it helps