Hi and welcome here,
Hope and determination and accepting all the help you can get. That’s the ground to build a new sober life on.
What are you willing to do?
I was a bit confused by your sober date on your profile. Is that a typo? Ore is that the date you wanna quit? If so why not quit today? 
What has helped me a lot to get sober was this thread, maybe you like to join?Checking in daily to maintain focus #64 It’s a very active thread with all kind of people in all kind of stages of recovery. We check in there sober and talk about our days, the good and bad and help eachother out. We also learn a lot from eachother.
Hope to see you there! 