I’m one of those weird ppl who has not relapsed (yet, as the reminder goes). I feel blessed because of it, especially when I see others struggle in the relapse cycle, but also like I don’t belong sometimes. I’m also proud of it. Then I worry that I’ve had it too easy or other ppl might think I’ve had it too easy. But that’s noise.
I remember how my drinking was and I fit right in with everyone on here. My life was a shitshow. And I went into and through early recovery just as dedicated, frightened, lost, commited and curious as everyone else who’s managed to stay sober a long time. I worked my ass off to stay sober and turn my life around and it’s working.
Here are some resources that have helped others: Resources for our recovery
And what ppl with long term sobriety can pass on: Your #1 tip for sobriety (over 2 years sober)
Best of luck!