To be honest… my looks have gotten better AND worse. It’s a mixed bag lol
Pros: My skin is healthier and I gained weight
Cons: I still have bags under my eyes and again I gained weight lol
I sometimes really miss how I used to look when using. Just being thin and having the fast money that I did to support my look. When I worked in the sex trade I was all about outter appearance. I took care of myself. Had basic procedures done like lip fillers etc and tanned. I miss that superficial look (it’s very much a distorted thought for me). However, I lacked any sort of inner healing and I hurt ALOT. Today the inner healing that I’ve been doing is starting to show on the outside. I look nothing like I used to and nore do I truly want that again. The inner peace and healing makes me glow 