Day 5. Cocaine, weed, benzos and rum. Sick and tired of all the relapsesā¦ longest clean time was 58 daysā¦
I am here because I canāt go every day to a meeting and on this forum I use the search function for topics that keeps me busy right now, for hope and strength. I read more topics then I respond to itā¦
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Hi fellow Pisces. Wow. Thatās great. Itās tough. Especially the invites. I wanted to go to the beach or go have dinner with a friend but Iām staying in to care for my bunny . And heās a great excuse his health comes first. I had thoughts of āhey I could have a drink or two hereā but I crushed that fast. Iām needed sober. I try to use a technique I discovered here I word it different. Play the whole tape , have you heard of it? What are your plans going to be? Iām here for support if you need it 
1095 daysā¦today is 3 years!!! Amazing the power of 1 decision changes the course of your lifeā¦I was tired of just existing I wanted to live!!! Life is truly awesome!!!
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Wow thatās strength right there. Iāll be there. Takes a lot of tries but 
Happy 3 year and counting 
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782 days off drugs 779 days off alcohol and 367 days cigarette free. Bc my life had become unmanageable as it was and I decided to start taking it back one vice and one day at a time.
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Welcome! 
glad your here!
Well done for realizing now! Iāve been there. Hugs xx
1011 days, I was killing myself with alcoholā¦
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4 days because alcohol has brought nothing but negativity to my life. Life is too short to self-induce constant sickness and chaos.
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Nice trifecta!!
129 days, life is so much better when not drinking.
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5 days. Pretty much only living to get high every day. Three years is long enough damaging myself.
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1607 Days free of smoking anything. 258 Days since I quit booze and all other mind altering stuff. Iām here because weāre in this together and I wonāt and canāt do it alone. Being here helps so much. Iām sober and clean because I am not ready to die and for me to live I have to work on myself. Canāt and wonāt do that under the influence. So here I am.
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24 days free from porn.
It makes You really tired, when You canāt be Your optimal self, because of the various reasons, such as dopamine receptors desensitization and porn induced erectile dysfunction.
Day 9!
Iāve tried to stop drinking many times and every time I relapsed. Of course I knew I was slowly killing myself, but I didnāt really believe it, because Iām not having health issues. So every time I relapsed, I didnāt take it very serious and thought: well, next monday Iāll try it again. This time is different for me, because now I know that alcohol can cause cancer. Iāve seen some of my loved ones suffer from cancer, and some of them diedā¦ when I learned that, a switch turned. Permanently. Almost day 10, and I feel amazing and very strong!
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Back to square one ,7 days sober first time id done it feeling anxious today but im not going to give in ,im going to do this
Three days this time around. Iāve been battling with alcohol for about two years. I was a steady drinker for about 5. I choose sobriety because I want to live my best life and be my best self. Alcohol was a factor in many bad events for me. Fights, break ups, lost jobs, weight gain and more. I am taking the bull by the horns and leading a healthier life!
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12 hrs ā before my health gets worse 
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Great work on those numbers everyone! 
