Not today, yes 
%!!..actually I am on day 4, day 5 will start in about 9 hours. I already look better, feel better, went already running before my night duty. So Friday night is safe, I will be on duty. The challenge for me is Saturday night, my day and night off. But I just try to think of today. What is your plan for this evening instead of taking the poison alcohol? You already have an idea?
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Thatās great that youāre working, must help massively, and that you are starting to see positive results. I have no plans for tonightā¦ everything in the UK is still pretty much shut due to Covid, which makes things easier.
My determination, at the moment, is far stronger than my desire. I get a buzz out of saying Iām not drinking, if others are or ask. I donāt know whether it makes me feel superiorā¦ but it works. Iāve never actually tried to give up āforeverā beforeā¦ so sooner or later I expect to hit a wall as my wish has always been to be able to moderateā¦ I have done it before, but it has always escalated over the years. But I will address that when the time comes. Being a binge drinker, i can go days without, I just havenāt got an off switch when I start. It doesnāt help that my husband frowns upon it so much, as it does bring out the worse in me as it feels like he is trying to control me, which is sooooo not him. But these deliberations are for another day, or for when I tell him what I am doingā¦ I donāt actually know if heās noticed! He is used to my āIām stoppingā discussions, so I havenāt said anythingā¦ hoping my actions will hold more clout! Have a good evening at work. Tx
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9 Months today!
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Big, huge, gigantic congrats Pal!!!
154 days sober.
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Day 27 about to begin my gawdddddddd this feels like Iām stealing my life back and runnin runnin runnin amazing
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Congratulations 
Congrats 
so awesome!
Day 5 
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Day 4 sober and almost finishing the day
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6.9 days here
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984 days of soul searching work, putting my life back together. The incredible thing is that my life is better now than ever, even before my addictions took hold of me. One day at a time, one hour at a time, even one breath at a time is what it has taken. I now embrace, feel, experience peace and serenity like I have never had before. My life is blessed and humbled beyond my wildest imaginationā¦
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5 days! Feel great!
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14.79 days clean!
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115 days AF 
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Congratulations on 115 days of sobriety flygirl. Keep racking the numbersā¦
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Thank you 
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200 days as of today.
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