21 months and 12 days. I am just as mentally deranged as I was when I wasn’t sober. The only difference between now and then is that I am aware of it. Oh and I don’t have to sleep in an abandoned car, dodge the police, sell myself short, steal, cause harm to myself and others, nor put a substance in my body every 5 minutes. I am thankful for the guidance of a loving sponsor and the 12 steps. Thank you.