Today is 14,000 days clean and sober
45 days
502 days!! It’s still a struggle but being sober is starting to become my new normal. I start to identify myself differently somehow. Parts therapy (i.f.s.) has been helping with that. Still often sad, lonely, helpless, but in the end grateful, i’m doing this and it’s resulting, even though i can’t always see or feel it.
Hang in there everyone!
Its been 10 days feels like years
Massive hugs to you Shipmate! Go Navy!!!
Only on 1 day unfortunately but hope to come back soon and have a ton more behind me
Almost had a year. But im on day 1 again. Jeez.
Day 38
Still finding pot in my room
It was a waste to buy and garbage so it’s thrown away
I cleaned my room today and it eased a lot of anxiety
Pin pointing the source of anxiety and fixing it helps.
I guess sometimes the answer is easier to find then you would think
Grateful to have 25 honest days.
I’m 90 today
2 years today
Way to go! I’m on day 843.
Hell yeah! Congrats to you on your soberversay.
That’s awesome! Good to see you again and congrats!
Thank you
20 for me! I had made it about 30 before that, then saw someone’s pills in a bathroom for Thanksgiving. I took one, for whatever restraint badge that’s worth, and am very embarrassed. I have my psychiatrist appt this week and have to decide if I will stay strong and get the script cancelled or if I’ll cave, stay silent, and get more.
You got a great 20 & you don’t need those damn things. Be honest with yourself and the doc. You deserve to be happy and free.
Thanks Smitty! When I think about what I like about addy, it doesn’t add anything to me. I go through days where all I can do is sleep, and when I have it everything is gone within two weeks. I know I’m craving the neurotransmitter release, but that doesn’t make it easier to ignore sometimes lol.
You sound like a intelligent lady to me. One who can see through the BS, even when it’s your own. And, you gotta have some damn solid focus & follow through to get 30 days & 20 more… that’s no bullshit!