I am so ashamed and embarrassed

Welcome to this great sober community Crystal.
There’s lots of great info here on how to fight addiction. The only way I could become sober is by getting support. And putting in the work. And not taking that first drink. That’s The one that ruins our lives.
Have a good read around.
Here are two good threads to start:

I hope to see you around.
:pray:t2::heart:

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