We alone can be our worst critic, our worst enemy and the best sabatoger to success. Funny thing is everyone I have met who struggles with addiction have been the most understanding. Keep coming back. Keep trying. Keep learning. This is your journey. We all share this support to provide community. Why would someone judge you who knows what it's like to be in your shoes. But it's ok to feel that shame, guilt, embarrassment, it's what kept us using but it no longer has to be what keeps us down. Best of luck to you today.