I keep relapsing i feel alone scared sick bad not loved no friends no family no where to turn i need help
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It’s not over Amber. You’re deep in addiction but with help and effort you can get out: you never have to feel this way again.
Hit up a meeting. Doesn’t matter how you’re feeling. A meeting beats drinking any day of the week - and it helps you get free of the prison of booze:
If you need something online try one of these:
Don’t give up. Take it one day at a time 
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Good morning amber! You’ve come to the right place. Seems like when all seems lost God gives us exactly what we need. You’ve made the right decision to start the journey in loving yourself first! This platform is absolutely wonderful. Positive support and people who care. It’s consistent and always available. Don’t give up keep pushing forward and if you need to talk don’t hesitate to reach out for us before you reach for a drink or drug. Sending healing loving energy to you!
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Welcome, Amber 
I’m new here too. For me it’s so good to know we are never alone. I’m glad you are here.
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Try a meeting might help wish you well
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Welcome Amber. Read and write here as much as you can…it can help keep your mind focused on not using. There is always someone around if you reach out. You are not alone.
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You’re in good company AmberRae. I’ve had this app for a couple years; I still don’t think I use it right… Anywho. How can I help? You say you FEEL all those adjectives, but is that true? Depression makes us FEEL those things, but a lot of the time, in reality, our friends and loved ones feel the same thing when trying to help, but lack the tools and the understanding to, well understand what we’re going through. Are you a religious woman AmberRae?
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So what have you been doing to try to keep sober? What can you do, that you havent done?
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I’m new here myself and have relapsed before. Your not alone!
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Welcome! What questions do you have about the app? Can we help you? This is truly a great place. It has been one of my biggest helps in getting sober.
You may want to try an AA meeting. All you have to do is sit and listen. It is nothing like you see on TV. Other people will be there in your same situation.
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Thank u ur the best
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