Hey @Stupidrummer as mentioned above your posts have been moved to the Seeking Help category. As per the rules of the forum:
I sent a private message with details and @AyBee has also posted the info here for you too.
Hope to see you sober and posting on the main forum sooner rather than later! In the meantime you may find it useful to read around some, this is a good place to start >> Welcome to Talking Sober! 2023 update!