Welcome Red!
If you don’t have transport that’s no big deal, there are lots of meetings running online. “InTheRooms” (linked in the thread below) has meetings for many different recoveries & there’s other online options too:
For more of a narcotics / pills / drugs focus (might be closer to the uppers you mention), Narcotics Anonymous has thousands of online meetings listed. Just join in and you’re good! It’s a safe sober space to be - and people understand:
https://virtual-na.org/meetings/
Welcome Red. One step at a time 