Many a wake up call have gone unheeded or kept their owners sober exactly until the fear faded. Action and responsibility are what’s needed at this point.
What are you prepared to DO @Ron12 to get your sobriety on track?
You already got the list of resources, here’s some more suggestions: Advice for newcomers?
Let us know how you get on. You gotta up your game or this shit will keep happening.
You can do this. 