I’m glad you’re ok Marly - I really am 
- and thanks for checking in here.
I know it’s hard. It is hard. I promise you it’s worth it. Stick with it one day at a time and call for help (those 24 hour lines are super helpful) as often as you want. It is worth it.
Keep checking in here brother. It’s nice to see everyone and to hear your voice too, when you want to share