Hi there and welcome here!
Did you ever had made a plan for your recovery ore considered making one? It really helps to think on front what you are going to do in difficult situations ore how to add practicul stuff to make your sober journey succeed.
This is how my plan looked like 2 years sober and what helped me to get there: It helped me to stard over when I had a relapse after a long sober stretch.
Sober for many years now with the help of that plan and this app and the surportive people in it.
Glad you found us! And see you around! 
If you have any questions feel free to ask!