Today is my Day 1. I’m 37, and am currently seeking professional help for my long term untreated PTSD.
I’ve admitted to my wife I have a problem and told her I will stop drinking. I drank to cope with the stress of life and to mask the trauma that rises up from my past. I drank because I loved the feeling of getting sh?tfaced.
This thread is for you. On your Day 1. I will be here to congratulate you as you start your road to recovery.
Made it through day 1. This is the first morning off alcohol in a long time. Up at 6.30am fed the dog, a load of laundry on amd now for a walk in the chilled morning air.
Congratulations on your day.2, its great you have took steps to quit and start living a happy life.
It’s great you are reaching out and getting support for you PTSD.
It’s great to have you join us
Its that time of day where I’m sat on the sofa watching a film. The usual would see 4 cans of san Miguel or Stella. Post film, dinner with wine. My wife 1 glass I the rest of the bottle.
By 10pm I’m drunk but can hold my tongue and would have in the past considered going out out. But recently, its Iron a shirt and bed. Repeat 7 days a week.
Today instead its fruit squash and a movie, whilst I watch my dog Potter about the living room.
That was hard for me. Breaking the habits. I started out each time by buying some fruit juice I really liked or maybe a soft drink. At that stage every time I found the fixation of bringing my hand to my mouth was all I had to satisfy during that wind down time. Trail mix was a hot commodity. At least for me, that’s where I found it was easy. Day 4, 5, 6, those are hard. Hard not to find an excuse.
Sunday morning. No hangover, but a headache. I have this tension in my throat that won’t subside.
Today I will be around alcohol, and will have to make the excuse for not drinking. I’m not sure if I am ready to tell people I have quit alcohol because I am an alcoholic.
Congrats on reaching day 3. That’s big. Telling others about your drinking problem will come when it’s time. Or not. It isn’t their business anyway (though I know they can be harassing you about it).
Keep going friend. One day at a time. You’re doing great.
It’s okay to be withdrawn for now IMO. Don’t try to take on too much at once. You’ll get there!! And more importantly you’re off to a great start! Another day sober.
In from work, straight to the wine fridge and out with a bottle of chilled chardonnay. Thinking that everything will be better when I down the first glass without the wife watching then sip the second with her whilst cooking.
Instead today I bought a bottle of fizzy water, and added a dash of blackcurrant squash. So I replace one with another.