Im not really sure why im writing this. Just an outlet i suppose.
So if you haven’t been following along…
Basically I am going through a nasty divorce. My almost ex husband was very abusive and this last time was the last time. I thought I wasnt walking away this time. I pressed charges, filed for divorce, filed for a restraining order. He is likely to face several felony charges. Assault family violence/impeding an airway , assault with a deadly weapon etc. He is dragging his feet and trying to make the divorce difficult. I’m pretty sure he thinks hes going to be able to manipulate or intimidate me into dropping charges and going back to him. He helped me right into my addictions and wouldn’t stop helping me when I was trying to get sober. I have been clean and sober more than 60 days now.
I had court Monday for my Restraining Order and of course he insisted it be mutual. I’m ok with it i just think it was ridiculous. He’s trying to drag it out fighting over things that we had already agreed on… Also Causing issues in my custody case. Etc. I have to go see him face to face for the first time Sunday and I will have amazing support there but im feeling really anxious and panicky about it. I have wonderful people in my life that have been here for and with me every step of the way. Including a few people i met here on TS. I’m exhausted and frustrated. But im also happily sober. So thanks to everyone that has followed along and been supportive through this rough and exhausting journey.
feel free to ask questions or message me if you want. I’m open to discussing pretty much whatever and any advice is welcomed