Nearly hit the double digits n a bit of bad news was the excuse to fail 
do I feel guilty…not right now, will I in the morn probs…Ive jst had to hit reset 
Do you really want to get sober? I’ve relapsed multiple times, when I look back on all the excuses I gave myself none of them seem to be sufficient in light of all the pain caused by my addiction. Count your blessing, you’re still alive and you have another chance to peruse a sober life.
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I do and this is my 1st time trying to get there and like u say ive used an excuse, my cousin was found dead this morn…suspected drugs so yep I fell off the wagon and right now dont feel guilty but I know will feel crap tomorrow
Aw @shmacky I’m really sorry to hear about your cousin. Beaming supportive thoughts through the air to you.
I am so sorry about your cousin. My heart goes out to you. Try to hang in there, tty to be strong for others around you. Your support will be appreciated.
thanks @JonathanMcGrath it is what it is…but 2moro is a new day 
Thanku so much but it is what is…I chose to fall off the wagon using her an excuse…that I should feel shit for…reset 
Death is devastating. Cut yourself some slack and get back to it as soon as you feel that you can tackle it. Call out for all the help you can. We are here for you.
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Sorry to hear this. You know where we are if you wanna sound off!
I’m sorry to hear about your cousin. Don’t beat yourself up too much, try and surround yourself with people who care and want the best for you. I would suggest a meeting of some sort, AA or NA might be good place to start. I wish you all the best.
Sorry to hear that @shmacky.
Try to see your cousin as your inspiration to succeed moving forward, not for you to fail.
Looking forward to you posting that you got to double digits.
Hi Shar, I’m really sorry to hear about your cousin…That is rough.
I’m happy you’re back wanting to get to a better life… See you in the morning to check in sober.
Hey dude, how are you doing today?
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Sorry for your loss. How are you doing?