I’m sorry your in rough waters now. Addiction sucks. Have you made a plan how to do it this time? What are the things that helped you the last time when you got sober?
Maybe this is interesting to read for you as well:What's YOUR plan? and this is how I did it after my last relapse:2 years sober and what helped me to get there: So welcome back at the sober path! You did it before so you can do it again! 
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