Found this while searching for this thread - Meditations - for Recovery
Also have just set up a new Recovery Dharma thread for TS if you wanted to give that a try 
Recovery Dharma: TS Sangha 2021
Also for meditations, Tara Brach is excellent if you haven’t already got her bookmarked. Lots of free content on her website and she does podcasts too. I really like her ‘RAIN’ stuff. Guided Meditations - Tara Brach
I first got into meditation using the Calm app which I found worth the subscription. I also have the Plum Village app downloaded which has a mix of meditation and dharma talks - they have a YouTube channel too 