Thank you, my friend!
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I recently stubble myself. All I can do is move forward. The days I had sober are still there and they were good. Everyday day is new day. And the goal every morning is to go to bed sober and keep stacking them in row. 2 weeks for me of stacking days, has not been easy sometimes but worth it. You got this @MrMoustache
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Thank you, wise words. Yes, every time I’ll go back to bed sober from now on. No excuses.
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Nice to see you checking in again, David! 
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Thanks, Jesile! It’s feels good to be back on track!
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You can do this! 
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Yes, I can! Before my relapse I was 60 AF, but I can’t remember weed counter.
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Each time you had before a relapse was a mini-quit, a practice run. There’s no reason to apologize for that!
However, now that you have had all of that practice under your belt: now you get to prove to yourself you can and will stay quit ODAAT!
I believe in you!
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Thank you so much all your support! You’re absolutely right. I have my practice under my belt. Now gotta just move on. ODAAT.
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2 AF, 3 weed free
Oh man, this early sober is pure hell. I know it gets better, but that doesn’t really helped me at the moment. I feel so quilty and I’m full of shame. Oh well, I’m listening to music to get my mind of the nasty and depressive things. I hope you all are ok.
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Just keep swimming, just keep swimming…
It might be dark all around you right now, but What Would Dory Do???
She kept swimming into the darkness and it was exactly what she needed to do to help find Nemo!
So, just keep swimming, my friend.
Don’t let the darkness deceive you, you’re not swimming alone.
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Good to see you back David. It certainly is tough those first weeks but as you know worth it once you get past it. Keep taking it ODAAT.
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Thank you for the great analogy. I definitely will swim through the dark.
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Thank you, Tisha. Yeah, early days sucks, gotta just get through these early days weed withdrawals. ODAAT indeed.
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Oh man, I’m feeling so tempted to buy some benzos to ease this pain. But of course I won’t do that, it just makes things much worse. Gotta just grind it through even it’s so fucking hard. I’m a total mess. Today I’m gonna go bed early. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully better. ODAAT.
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Stay strong 
You can make it, ODAAT
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Thank you, friend. I will stay strong.
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I tried to find suitable AA groups, but they want all to talk something. No thanks.
Did you try online SMART meetings? I heard good things about it.
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No, but I will check it, thanks!
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