My 1000th last time was moments ago

How many times have I been here?

Could literally be a 1000.

App just told me it’s been an hour.

The coke has been gone for about a month. Haven’t had a drink in the same amount of time…

It’s just this stupid plant left. :angry:

Anyways, I’m trying to be positive about this time.

I like the idea of the clock constantly ticking away in the background. Maybe it’ll jive with my goofy ass brain in some new way.

Good luck to anyone that sees this, too.

I’m proud of you, stranger on the same journey.

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Welcome @Sulla :waving_hand: :innocent: Addiction is a real animal. Worse than an animal actually, because animals try to live in balance, and addiction wants everything.

Stick around and keep up the effort. Reach out to connect with people in recovery, daily; keep an open mind; learn; practice (especially when you don’t want to - reach out and connect!); and repeat. It is possible with effort.

This thread has some helpful groups, books, and podcasts:

Resources for our recovery

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Thank you, sir.