My life is ruined

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My own journey to AA

AA wasn’t for me …. Until it was

My first interaction with AA was 2006. My sobriety date is in 2017. So clearly I did not go to AA and immediately get sober. My first stint was court ordered. I arrived with 0 desire to stop drinking. Not only was I still dedicated to drinking I was completely resentful of AA before I walked in the door. I was too young (21), I didn’t have a problem (minus the arrests), fuck that God shit, fuck these bums in the room, and fuck that judge were some of the things I was saying in my head as I was …