Welcome to the addicts version of Hotel California. You can check in, but if you love it you’ll never want to check out. 
Congrats on your 30 days! Fantastic! I can see you’ve been through a lot and it’s admirable that you decided to reach for something better in your life. Figure out what you can do that works for you in your life. @Gotno 's suggestion of online meetings is a good idea.
Also, check outthe Daily Check In thread that we have. It’s a place where you can share all your achievements and connect with others who are on the same journey.
I hope you find what you’re looking for in this app. Good luck.