@Glittersparkles , @Alex6 , welcome to Talking Sober to you both! Getting sober is hard work, but it’s worth it, and in the end, it’s easier on our bodies, minds, and souls to get and stay sober than it is to continue drinking.
When I got sober, I used everything I had at my disposal, including accountability, medication (Antabuse), counseling 1:1 and in a group, and most importantly, AA. Here are the ways others here have done it. Blessings on your house as you begin your sobriety.