Hi and welcome,
There are many meetings all around the world. If you do not want to go in person you can join online as well. If you do not want to be seen you can turn your camera off. You do not have to speak even if you do not want to, just listen. Here is a link where to find meetings: Online meeting resources But I guess when you Google you will find many more of them. And this is also a good thread to read: Resources for our recovery .
This app has helped me a lot to sober up. My addiction is alcohol. Hope you will quit as soon as possible, why wait?
All the best 