Hey @cirahumiston, welcome here! I’d suggest you surround yourself w recovery the first few months, really learn about it and immerse yourself. I spent a lot of time here and listened to a lot of podcasts and read books. Here are some Resources for our recovery. Being active and dealing w your fluctuating emotions as you’re doing is great - equally important is to engage with yourself and learn about your reasons for wanting to escape your life w alcohol. I always suggest therapy, journalling, self exploration as much as possible.
Some more inspiration: Your #1 tip for sobriety (over 2 years sober)
You’ve come to the right place. Hope to see you around!