Welcome back Anastaysia 
The thing to do is to take the advice you were given when you first got here in February: stay active and reach out for help. That includes joining some type of program, like www.AA.org or another similar program; there are also online options at www.InTheRooms.com and Online meeting resources.
You need to go after sobriety with just as much effort as you went after drinking. Do it one day at a time and stick with it. Go to meetings, check in there (and here too! Checking in daily to maintain focus #46), and learn about yourself. Challenge yourself and “lean in” to your discomfort, instead of numbing with alcohol.
Welcome back! Don’t give up. Go after what you want. You want to be sober? Go get it. Go after it like a person looking for water in the desert. Focus 