Glad to hear you’re feeling better, well done for getting back to it! Hold on to those negative feelings associated with drinking, try and remember them next time you are tempted! That’s what I do anyway, drinking might make me forget stuff but it never solves my problems or makes me feel better once the fog has lifted.
Have you read any recovery books? I found This Naked Mind helpful for shifting my perception about alcohol. Allen Carr and Jason Vale have also written books which are often recommended.
Hope you’re getting some support for your anxiety… Don’t know if you’ve tried meditation? There is a thread on here with lots of links to YouTube which might be worth a go: