I just got a call about an application I sent out yesterday, today. The plus is that it is way closer to my house than the previous!! Two words. Fuckin excited
I went to work!!! Iām so grateful to have a job. Then @ 8:00 Iām headed to my meeting.
Got tickets for an outsold movie because others didnāt come in time. Spend my first-day sober working. Prayed fir that in thge morning. Was a good one, my nerves were stronger with the kids. Thank you for reading this. Sober at day ten.
Seem to be quitting everything and got nothing left
Had my councillor come round today and Iām still alive
My coworker showed up and I could take a sick day
Got up early on my day off, and cleaned my apartment.
Can you start something new?
I can barely get the motivation to make food
Found an abandoned, injured dog and brought her to a lovely shelter. She was hit by a car but luckily she just has a sprained paw. My coworker and I named her Roxxy I will be adopting her once she has a clean bill of health!
Maybe find a decent new recipe to make? Something easy? Blueberry pancakes??
Finally awoke early enough to bike to work (which I always do and is a 20min ride) but then made it to work early enough to attend the spin circuit class at the gym. Did a 20 min circuit followed by 20mins of spinning! Feeling fit!
I got to spend quality time with my brother from New Jersey and my nephew who has spina bifida. It was a great day!
I found the strength to finish my 3yr relationshipā¦ we used to drink and do drugs togetherā¦ thigs got quite nasty at times ā¦ but the love i had 4 him was out of this world ā¦ i truly loved thos man ā¦ i started my recovery 68 days agoā¦ and he doesnāt even believe my soba- clean date ā¦ so what hope is there 4 our futureā¦ so im now putting every thing into my recoveryā¦ as sad as it is breaking up im going to put my all into myself my recovery and being the best i can be ā¦ hope u all have a great day ā¦ sorry 2 ramble x
Wow that takes courage and strength, so happy youre so serious about this only the best is yet to come!
My son showed me something this morning and asked ādonāt you remember from last night?ā So grateful to honestly say āyes I doā instead of trying to extract enough detail to appear plausible
I left my work laptop and notebook on the tramā¦ But it was handed in
Yes im definitely serious !!! How can i be with someone who doesnāt believe in my clean and soba dateā¦
Finished my third job interview. Celebrated with a small pizza instead of getting wasted.
I had a game of catch with my son. Been awhile.