Awful… (character count)
So tired, but determined
I am sick, so I decided that’s the day. Day 1 again. During the last weeks, months I’ve been wishing I could do it.
I felt kind of brainwashed by the alcohol. In the morning I decided to stop. In the afternoon I found myself buying wine. Drinking. Having interrupted sleep. Less energy.
And the circle starts all over again.
I realize that I need to break the circle. No one can do it for me. I’m tired of being numbed by alcohol.
I am looking forward to tomorrow morning. My illness will get better, the hangover will pass.
Nauseated.
It feels like day 1 today.
Relaxed
Changeable
Hope you feel better soon!
R i c h e r
Content ……
Me too. It’s the best feeling
Exhausted and tired.
Positive …
Today I feel anxious.
Overeaten.
I don’t feel like drinking, hoorah
Peaceful
Unbelievablygreatfullysober!!!
Relaxed and sleepy
extraordinary
Better than yesterday