Amazeballs.
Just benched 205 for the first time in my life!

That is amazing.
Heartbroken
Lousy (still quite sick)
This was so recent. But I’m so proud to say, today at day 6 - I feel… Well I feel okay. And it gets better, so I’m totally happy with that feeling.
My one word would be “Blessed”!
Tired! Day 2.
Wet lol it’s fuckin raining so hard here
Routine.
Life is becoming a habit. Getting the kids up and adam, to school and on to work for me.
Lost how ?
Man, I know that one. Sometimes I feel I’m living someone elses life for them. The Big Man’s got the answer @anon53189373, sometimes it’s staring us in the face, sometimes he wants us to seek it out.
I needed that quote. I have been feeling lost in general.
My heart knows where it needs to be but my brain falls victim to relapse quite easily. My body is also feeling it more than it used to.
I’m having troubles just even through a SINGLE DAY lately. Very abnormal to how I used to drink. I hate this.
Clear 



Remember, just right now. I found it helpful to stay busy, especially constructive things. Maybe clean a bit, go for a walk, read the forum. Just being sober now. Remembering the terrible fallout from drinking. That if I stayed sober now, good things started following instead. I was able to do the next thing, then the next thing.
It sucks, but it passes! 
Thankful for sure
Ditto @planchette!
Hopeful, Full of Hope
Empty. Empty. Empty.
Evacuated.
