I’m feeling less hollow now. I’m actually starting to feel a sense of freedom. But it’s bittersweet when I see so much pain in my wife’s eyes.
I think I’m going to be offered a full-time position today at the company I’ve been a contractor at for the last year and a half. I should be celebrating. But the only person I want to celebrate with is my wife, and I know she doesn’t feel celebratory. So, today will be just another day I guess.