Yes it is crazy , to have given ur love to some one who is smoked out and crosses that line with a loved one is something i dont wish on anyone , i pray a lot , i stopped smoking on my own i was a attic 4 22yrs , and my daughter and all of us are healing , she has come along way , no more night terrors, no more cutting, no more abusing drugs , im so proud of her , she has 3 jobs and is having my first grandson next year in may ,
Oh no dont worry u are not saying anything i havent already said about him , i had to pray for guidance and strength, due to the mind set i was having when i found out about his doings, ohh the disgust i felt was soul deep lol,
May i ask what about social media is triggering,
Also hypothetically if you met a woman who loved porn , watching it with you making it with you , would that be a red flag 4 u , would u cancle her out rite away or feel like u found ur dream girl since she is accepting and embracing of ur addiction