Almost to a month. Ugh this is rough. My brain keeps trying to rationalize, go back to those thoughts and that’s a major no no because then I’ll lose control.
- I really need to write more, and obviously this addiction is being the opposite of helpful.
- Rn is really stressful, lots of not fun personal issues. I don’t want to “cope” this way because it’ll make everything 100 times worse.
- I got a new phone, which I haven’t switched to yet but it’s still sort of a fresh start in some ways. Don’t want that magic to fade.