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Feel less like a dirtbag
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Ignoring the problem has successfully done absolutely nothing helpful and it sucks.
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We’re all role models whether we like it or not.
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I’ve got a good streak of “doing functioning things” going.
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I’d like the authority of someone who’s at ease with themselves.
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It’s about time my values and my actions match.
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No point in giving up. It gives me nothing.
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Advice for anxiety seems to boil down to “run screaming at the thing”. I am anxious about quitting.
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Recovery isn’t a straight line, and I’m not a straight person. It’s a match made in heaven.
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The only way to survive the immense stress that my father has decided to drop on me is by being healthy.
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I’m going to call my brother tomorrow and that requires some semb
Crap my app is glitching. Just gonna finish this in a second post.
… some semblance of functioning.
- If this is as low as I can be without making crap choices that’s a bad look for my future.
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My hashed together attempts at a comfort zone are not sustainable or improving things.
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I don’t want this to keep changing me.
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For better sleep!! Yeah!
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I want to put this part of my life to rest.
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My catastrophic viewing of the world has not proved realistic or helpful, so the thought I might not win can’t be either.
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I’ve changed a lot in just a few years. This may be the one I change again.
- To be a better mother to my kids.
- I can not control myself or the consumption of alcohol once I start.
- To not kill myself and my body by pouring poison in it.
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Love this thread!
- My life goals (I’m going to die either saying “I did want I set out to do” or “I drank a lot of martinis” because I can’t say both)
- My body, the toll it was beginning to take was showing in so many ways
- My money, I was giving my money to A-holes executives selling me their brand of poison.
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For all the folks who’ve been so great about helping me.
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For no more nights in tears while I ask myself what I’m doing
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For the little kids at the library that wave to me. They warm my day.
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For my patient therapist who reasons with me.
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For the things I want to create, I need to function to finish.
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For my new, scary goal.
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It would make for a crappy Sunday.
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I’m in a rush to get to my warm bed.
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I think I’m getting sick and I don’t want to be more miserable than I may be tomorrow.
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Less tears in the middle of the night
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I’m sick of sticking my head in the sand.
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Wanna be proud of myself.
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- God
- My children & Myself
- My family & Friends
These reasons keep me going even when I fail at times. The failing is becoming more an more scarce, my sobriety is out weighing my failures. NEVER GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES U BACKSLIDE!!
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Just because I can’t see my mom anymore doesn’t mean she’s not still there, watching.
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I accomplished a lot of good work today.
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I already had one cry today. I think that’s the only one I want.
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To stop feeling like I need to punish myself.
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To stop feeling like I can’t control or improve myself.
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Haircut from a friend tomorrow! I’ll take any positive interaction I can get.
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I love what you’re doing. Keep up that motivation, you motivate yourself while you motivate others.
Uaagh my app won’t let me like posts anymore but I appreciate yall.
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Things often work out better than I expect. Working myself up over the future and making bad choices is not helpful.
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I don’t want to be ashamed.
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I have worth. Pretending I don’t because that’s how it feels sometimes won’t change that.
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I’ve been blessed with a lot of folks who want to see me happy.
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Highs won’t ever reach my soul. That’s where chasing happiness comes in.
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Aversion has literally never given me anything. I’ve got to face it.
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