i can totally understand the being nervous. maybe you could try an on line meeting where you don’t have to participate or show yourself until you are ready? I do think that being around more people that can understand the struggle is important in our journey so we know that we are not alone.
i find daily gratitude’s and check ins very helpful on this site to help keep me accountable - hope they help you too
Checking in daily to maintain focus #57
Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #4
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