Thatâs whatâs up
Iâm in a little dark at the moment but im pushing forward
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Letâs keep moving forward got my spirits up ready to take everything head on sober on LETS GOOO !!!
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That is a hat!
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Thanks Dan 
hope your having a super awesome sober day Letâs goo !!!
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Oh thank you very much!
I do it as a hobby only. I started attending races recently for fun.
I like running a lot 
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You got this!
Great share!
Coming to far to fall backwards has helped me through some of my self created mind obstacles.
Ive made hundreds of steps forward. A drink is a thousand steps backwards. Not worth it!
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Great job your doing amazing
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If thatâs a depression scale, itâs time to see the doctor. Take care of yourself. Itâs not unusual to discover that we drank to repress these kind of mood states.
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Being aware is a singularly important piece of the mental health puzzle.
What you do need to accept is that even the most normal, balanced and happy person will experience all of those things too.
I hope you donât let experiencing them make you feel like youâve failed in any way⌠You havenât. Itâs because you feel them that makes you normal.
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I listen to alot of random recovery stuff on YouTube. This gem came on today. Steve O says at two years sober he was still feeling out of touch.
Our recovery time is pretty close. I still have waves of depression hit me hard. Sometimes its a little overwhelming. It sometimes feels like this is as good as it gets? I sometimes feel disappointed that Iâm not âcuredâ.
When I reflect on how I felt when I got here. Its a lot better than it was.
Sometimes I feel fantastic and the very next day, I feel depressed.
I found this inspiring.
TRIGGER WARNING! Shirtless men, Drug, alcohol and self harm footage in this video!
I think its growing pains. The transformation into the best version of me isnât always going to be comfortable. Processing feelings I havenât allowed myself to feel so I can get to the other side. Thatâs where my sadness comes from. Iâve been having a lot of very vivid flashbacks and memories. Things I would mask with alcohol or drugs.
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Have you seen a doctor Joseph?
Might want to get a check up or some blood work done.
You never know.
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Day 107.
More online video job interviews today 
Ive never felt more prepared in my life. All because Iâm clean and sober
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Brandon Novak, another âJackassâ, has a great story as well. Addiction: Tomorrow Is Going To Be Better Brandon Novak's Story #theaddictionseries #dontgiveup - YouTube I find a lot of my own story while listening to others, speaker meetings are what convinced me to keep going after inpatient rehab.
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Indure_it 
thereâs a live session at YouTube live @ radio noord
Just got this one from a neighbourâŚ
My favourite comes in two weeks, my clarinet !!
But for now imma gonna get some tunes outta this lady
Edit : https://youtu.be/442c52FEhjM
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Glowing 
letâs Gooo !!!
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These were taken from footage on my first sober tuna trip four or five days ago.
Setting sail this afternoon to do it again on day 645!
I spent a night in Charleston Marina waiting to offload. I have only good drinking memories there. (I havenât spent a lot of time there) I spent my time with my camera. Not in the bars!
Its hard to keep this lens clean! Ill keep trying!
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Joseph ! Sorry to hear your going thru depression when it hits me it hits hard to Iâve seen your progress on TS and to hear that you feel this way sucks keep your head up we have your back keep pushing forward 
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