The hard part of recovery I noticed is now that I’ve hurt myself just the one time since beginning of December it’s seemingly impossible to not think about doing it again. I know that its not healthy or helpful but i just notice that when I give in, it doesn’t satisfy the craving… In fact, if feeds it. This vicious cycle, I’m wondering it’s what keep people in their addiction.
In other news, working again feels great though. I’m excited that my client and I were such a perfect pairing. She’s amazing… I havent heard internship updates will lyk when I get those. No more volunteering… It’s getting hard to juggle everything. My sister wants me to visit her at college tomorrow. It’s over an hour away. My job is also a hour away. That would be soo much driving. I had a good day! My galentines day party was so nice. A few of my friends and I got together played Christian music like elevation worship and Brandon lake, painted ceramic pieces and studied john. Great time…
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I would’ve thought you were on vacation! What a view. 
power!
