Sober Selfies #3

NEVER CRAVE ALONE is a phrase to live by

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297 days sober today :hugs::four_leaf_clover:

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You are looking amazing :+1:

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You got this. :heart:

What cute homies you have. :slight_smile:

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That’s great!

Love your hair! :ok_hand:

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Day 63 Fucking done with all of humanity. Deactivated my FB account. Things are rumbling in my fellowship. I’m missing people. Have been feeling I’m about to slip any day now, which has been going on for the last four days. I guess I’ve just crushed that wall everyone talks about. I really dislike myself at the moment. Don’t know and starting to get to the point where I couldn’t care less anymore as well. :woman_shrugging:

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I went through this same feeling literally at the same days as you. Keep pushing it is you growing and this gets easier you’re where you need to be right now trust me

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Thank you :slight_smile:

Your are a super handsome, sympatic young woman. This time will pass like all other of your 63 days. Nothing is worth to through your sobriety away. For what? For a hangover? To start again? I really don’t think so.
Stay strong :muscle:

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What Mike said :point_up_2:

Sounds like you’re really frustrated. Is it anything specific or just a general feeling in like ‘I’m done’?

It is a hint about what’s really going on inside you. This impatience with the world is a test. It is a question: do you realize how imperfect and incomplete the world is? Do you realize that it’s not your place to judge where or what the world should be doing? It’s your place to be aware. To be mindful. And to work steadily on things that are really important. Not the bullshit stuff in the world. The really important things.

The real stuff in the world, the stuff that matters, always keeps us sober. Focusing on bullshit leads us down the wrong path.

Something here is giving you a sign. What do you see? What’s true here? What’s bullshit? Cut the bullshit away and whatever you have left, is true. And if there’s nothing left, then you can move on, peacefully, to something else.

Take care Maartje. You’re a good person and you matter. You belong. And you deserve a safe, sober life where you can be your full self.

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Day 16.
Feeling good. Apart from itchy skin from time to time.
No idea why.

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Thank you! :blush:

I’m sorry your feeling like this. Your a strong person and I know you’ll get threw this moment. Don’t dislike yourself. 63 days is amazing. Congratulations! You should be very happy and proud of yourself! We all are!
I’ve also considered closing down my FB. I don’t get what I used to out of it. Mostly look at for the new music or to tell people Happy Birthday. I read alot on here nowadays instead of planting myself on FB or Snapchat. Msg me if ya ever need. I’ve got 2 ears and a heart. :v::heart::100:

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Hang in there girl. I know it seems frustrating at times but push through it. Your strong :muscle:t3: rise above it… you’ll be so happy and thankful you do. Sending you a big hug and positive energy. :heart:

C’mon girl, don’t let the first real test (maybe🤷‍♀️) run you over. I love having you here; you have it in you to shake this off. Literally shake it off with a whole body shake!

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People can be upsetting. Im sorry you’re having rough times right now. Just remember that picking up won’t solve anything and rough times will pass. You’re doing an amazing job

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I firmly believe these feelings/thoughts will pass with time and more sobriety. Just keep taking it one day at a time. There’s no answers found in using your DOC. It gets better the more days you stack up. Hang in there. Feel the feelings, think the thoughts and just let them come and go.

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eh round 2 PR. 245 on squats 5 reps only one set tho I was done after that lol

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