Thanks meg. 20 mg tabs, she has me doing half pills for 10 days. Now that u say dreams I did have a weird ass dream last night lol. I feel better now. Wrapping girls presents and haven’t thrown anything in the streets yet. FYI I effing suck at wrapping presents
So great to wake up early on a Sunday morning n head to the gym, continuing my daily workouts. 49 sober days today. Ending this year n starting 2021 on a positive. Still in pain daily from surgery, but doing what I can to rebuild so hopefully soon, I’ll be pain free n ditch this damn cane. My body may still be a bit disabled at the moment, but proud to say my mind n spirit are not. The thoughts pop up daily, just one won’t hurt, relax, no big deal etc etc… then I remind myself of how proud I’ll be on my birthday when reaching half a year.
How great I’ll feel, how much accomplished. How much money saved. Each morning I receive the gift of opening my eyes, I hope I find the strength to keep moving forward n being there for whoever i can be of service to.