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Not actually sure m8 temptation drew me back in last time and a finally gave in
Ano your right a done 7 month last time and went back worse than ever before the main thing am doing is drug tests and sheās agreed if a fail she stops me seeing kids which is a major motivar itās hard but we all here for same reason a good boot in the balls is wat a need if am honest
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Wat is it a didnāt think anywhere open
A do man a really do a can do it a really want it this time a will be on here more often it helped last time
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Well done. Keep the mind and body busy as much as possible. Stay hydrated and a full belly. Best of luck on your journey.
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Welcome back.
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That is really cool that you cycle. My husband and I cycle too. How far do you go?
Congratulations on 78 days! That is amazing. How did you do it? Any good advice or recommendations.
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Way to go!
Pure and complete selfishness. No lie. I am super selfish about making this a priority. Every fucking day. I crave being sober and never want to feel the way I felt beforeā¦ever.
Never do I want to not remember, to numb my feelings, to wake up feeling guilt, shame, illness. Never do I want to be that version of me again.
I like me now, everyday I make it about me first. After 43 years of not though, I deserve to make it about me first.
Now I exercise, running and crossfit. Both my kids now do this with me too. I am down 25 pounds and feel amazing.
I also feelā¦ a lot, and this my friend is the hardest part for me. All the feelings. But learning that this is part of me actually living again. I am lucky to be able to experience the next part of my life being as authentic as I can be.
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I just adore your pup! I imagine she is extremely happy to have 232 sober/clean walks with you!
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She is much happier having a sober version of me I think sadly dogs love us no matter what, but she just wants to get smell stuff and eat random crap in the forest 
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Never forget, we are built to experience the full range of feelings. Learning to live while feeling your feels, is part of growing as a beautifully unique being.
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Thank you for thatā¤
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Good to see you and have you back! 
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