Okay.... so I've been on here for a short time and I'm really enjoying the comradery I see here. At the time of this post, I'm 19 days sober, so still very new and this is my first attempt, so no resets thus far.
From the day I decided to stop drinking, I had the clarity to start journaling right away so I could refer back to my thoughts, feelings, and struggles along with the victories. I've decided to share some of these thoughts on here with the hope that through this clusterf*&ck rollercoaster ride we are journeying through just one person may find hope, strength, and vision that it is indeed possible through my story.
Journal Day 1 -
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Woke up still hazy from last night - I don't remember going to bed. I know this has to stop. I'm disappointing my partner and myself regularly.
Swallowing my pride and gonna go to a meeting tonight. NOt sure what to expect or how to proceed. I just know I can't keep on this course and I can't end up like my mom did. Here goes nothing - Wishing myself luck!